I Don't Understand

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There was a very moving group discussion today and there were multiple people crying and pouring their hearts out through their words.  I applaud them all for their courage to do so, and I’m still asking myself why I didn’t feel the same about today. Why- when people were outraged and pessimistic about the systemic racism that has and still is taught in this world for the benefit of and for everyone who subscribes to white supremacy- could I only agree through snapping. Why was I not able to connect the symbols of today, seeing a white, pristine capital surrounded by buildings in decay? I know it isn’t necessary, but I’m just wondering what it’s going to take to have me feel as emotional as those who shared today. 

For the first time in awhile I honestly didn’t have anything profound to write for most of the bus ride to the hotel. I put my name on the wall of tolerance because I felt like that’s what anyone would’ve done if they were moved by the museum like I was. I think I still have to gather my thoughts because a lot of stuff happened today and I don’t know if I’m processing it correctly, or if there’s even a correct way to process it.

-Tyrese

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